I lost my spark , I'm stuck in the dark
Its hard to maneuver I can barely see
I just want to be free
Unfortunately all this pain is chained to me
I miss her, I miss the way I was when I was with her
Never wanted to say goodbye
I was so adamant she was the one
I'm so mad at the world
I've pushed away so many helping hands and chose to isolate myself instead
My misery doesn't love company
Bare with me everyone I'm suffering from withdrawals from no longer being in her presence
Everything was going smooth and then the devil came and spoiled everything
I'm afraid my heart will be forever changed
If she doesn't return
Why did I have to lose the person most precious to me , never took her for granted
I knew she was a gift from the first times our eyes met
This time last year I was on top of the world
Hugged up every night with the women of my dreams
Fast forward to now I eat once a day
I cry myself to sleep every night
I'm living a nightmare ,there's no relief





