These tears come from time to time, I'm blind sided sometimes. The hurt, the lonilness I fear. Will it get easier? My heart sinks, I want to sleep. I think back on the years, the memories I hold so dearly. It is all I have. This loss takes over my body. I'm not the only one, others feel it too. I reach to them to pull them near, talk and connect. It makes sense. We all grieve, sink into the lonely. Many don't have families. I must say I'm pretty lucky. Maybe in time the loss won't take over much of my mind.
I remain healing, recovering in time. All I have are the memories, the house I grew up in.
Soon enough I'll be moving on, such as other's do. I can I understand their pain.