Jan 1

bitter the confession

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bitter like my coffee like may days and nights bitter and cold like your smile that you refused to give like death of a young little boy starved to death when others dies because of obesity like the long hours of night and nights when the darkness veils the world dark an creepy like the days of a refugee camp like a year without rain like a poisoned thought in the middle of an uplifting poem poisons all the beauty and leaves the reader confused bitter like tobacco and tobacco is only good for burning bitter like my memories but my memories are the ones whose burning me bitter like that last kiss when i kissed a new girl to comfort me she loved it i hated it she wanted it i needed it just to comfort me and in the morning as she left bitter was the day bitter the feeling i gave her like the feeling you gave me she knew i'm still attached to you she hated you and i hated myself for making her hating you bitter the hate bitter the truth that after all this time I'm not capable to love again bitter the confession that i still love you

Loving someone you do not want to is tough, for sure! It is like a bittersweet paradox that entraps one in a recurring cycle, making it hard to ever find emotional stability, or move on. So much constant pressure on the heart, the confession seems to be the first step to relief!

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