Helpless hopeless, mindless rage,
Trying to put the demons in a cage.
I feel tears been way too long,
The more I do right the more wrong.
I am fighting giants. Trying hard to defeat,
Sliding backward someone pray for me.
I need to scream, throw a rock or two,
Self- pity and doubt what am I going to do?
I can feel the pressure and I try to smile,
Just too much. Been building for a while.
Where is my happy? I have lost my cheer,
I need to run the demons away from here.
Father, please put peace back in my heart
Take this burden that is tearing me apart.
Put a smile on my face all over again,
Please do not let those giants win.
© Cynthia Clark