A heavy weight of burden can't be shaken. It is true penetration of the soul. Let it be, move on to set yourself free in a world of hurt. Loved ones leave this earth. Memories remain. It is simply not the same. Getting up day after day seems to be a struggle only wanting nothing more. To be left alone in silence behind every closing door. Memories come pouring out again with no reason at all. It's alright to cry. Tears come from heavens eyes. Only now you know why it hurts so much to let them go. They remain in your heart remain in your soul. Memories are never unbroken. They last a lifetime.