This. Is. It. These quiet roads deafen me As the realisation hits home Nine Hundred and Ninety-Nine Degrees Inside of me, Igniting me Yet somehow these empty skies Have left me feeling so. Full. Up My hearts churning, Fire’s burning He’s crying now, as he turns around Round and Round and through reaching out He can’t seem to make one single sound Or even conjure up the strength to make a noise That’s loud enough He’s screaming now, his voice is drowned, drowning As he surmounts, leaps and pounces With every ounce to catch the attention Of the only one he’s been striving for. There is No. Escaping. This. I hear it. Loud and Clear. I can hear His mighty calls. Locked eyes on you And now, he ROARS With Lion Claws, he fights the fools Removes the drool, fired by fools With pea sized balls – who tried to fool Who gave their all to fool, me. My God. I can hear it. I can’t help but feel it. Burning. It burns. He fires through Each tiny hoop, he skips and shoots He glides right through my veins Through every single artery. Striving through each life line Guided by you, who now lives inside of me. My blood full flow, You and I Full Flow We flow together – perfectly We haze the view, you are quite simply Gusting through every part of me and Despite it all, and yes – you have seen it all I never stopped I have never stopped feeling. Not for you Not for one second. My hearts frustrated. You’re frustrated. I know, Me too. He’s shouting out, he shouts so loud Deafening me. He yells ‘SIT DOWN’ ‘SORT IT OUT’ ‘KAZ. STOP! PLEASE. JUST. STOP’ ‘STOP PUNISHING ME!’ Whilst inadvertently punishing you It was never meant to be this way you know, You and me, me and you – we are a ‘we’ We need to work as a team. It’s these heart beats you’ve provided which carry me They carry me through, I can’t bare the thought, the cold harsh truth The reality being that I’ve neglected you. It’s true. It’s my worst mistake and I would NEVER have done that intentionally. Not knowingly. I guess this time, it is my time to admit With my hands held high, head up to the sky I admit defeat. No matter how hard I try Or you might try – Or anyone else on the outside will undoubtably try to Sway or change or taint our minds, I can’t stop the fall. I don’t want to stop the fall. For you, I would quite literally Risk it all. I can’t avoid, I can’t ignore My heart deploys on its deep routed goal With every essence of my very core My heart can’t lessen the call. Blood flow rushing – You are My mission You selflessly gave me my voice again You gave me purpose. You, gave me, a reason to breathe, easily. You set me free, my heart released Unlocked the keys which protected me, instinctively They have been holding my heart in solidarity. Behind closed doors. I felt your force and I can’t ignore These keys, now yours If you’ll take them from me? They’re yours. Because, now is MY time to prove To prove to you that Sticks and stones may break my bones but I’m finely sewn together inside, you see You weaved a web, using a spider’s thread and I need you. I need you and I want you Both my heart and I, we want you and We think you want me too. We’ve both agreed we need you To be complete. You are now my heart beat. He wins. My heart wins. You win. Because…. (deep breath) I’ve F A L L E N I have fallen head over heals No breaks on wheels, Madly, Haphazardly, Exasperatingly, yet Somewhat Tragically and yes at times Embarrassingly and Pathetically Though of course, More than Gladly Over the Hills in Love, With You. Guilty as sinned. I’m in Love with You.
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