I've always been a control freak
When it comes to me
I have a hard time letting go of control
No wonder why I have so much stress
I hear everyone tell me to give it to God
But I'm not exactly sure how to do that
I try to carry the load all on my own
Like Kobe Bryant after Shaq left L.A
What good is scoring all the points
If you still lose the game
Everyone needs help , I constantly have to remind myself of that fact
I tend to crowd my own space
I give folks a preview but I never let them in
Fear is holding my potential hostage
It would be a shame to waste my gifts
I'm aiming to make changes
So my confidence will shift
So I will worry less
And my smile will remain genuine