Suicide note

if i am to write my suicide note

i'm going to be brief

encrypted in sorrow

every tomorrow is a another day i wait in vain

the code is simple

i fought for so long

i longed freedom

and i freed my spirit off of my mortal body

as i soar now with winged angels to the unknown

i look behind with no regrets

i repent nothing

i loved like no one knew what love is

I've lost you I've lost everything there is

it's been so long and i long our reunion

you were home

and you were taken away from you

i was taken away from you

i'm the homeless

i seek no refuge

in another's woman's arms

i seek clarity

i seek answers from the almighty

why did you leave me in solitude

why did you forsake me

in this divide

in this estranged world

how brief was that

ghosting

i roam this life in a parallel perspective

of oblivion

no one recognizes

my oppressed soul

i'm the writer of a play

the audience doesn't remember his name

as they cheer the weeping actors

the anonymous soldier shattered remains

in a battlefield

i'm the core of dread

yet i'm calm

my death won't make any noise

like my life made no different