there in the dark corner of life the underworld too much time was spent in the shadow of dieing hope hope what a mockery eye pupil dilated so wide cocaine line backdoor cracked opened on a dark alley letting in light eye pupil constricting allowing the least illumination into my spirit through my eyes feeling high gazing at illusive figure teardrop i felt it creeps my spirit creeps first in decades falling time goes slower observe stress fading i watched my tears falling i'm grieving my life one last time heart pumps goosebumps lump one last time i cried all my loss eyes are mirrors of soul too much time was spent alone in the darkness that when i first saw the light it felt so bright it got me high confused constricting my pupil A reject rejecting the light as if it was poison for i i'm tolerated to the dark side of me who believed in me and only me who believed i was free addicted to solitude light was not right to me i let go i let you go emerging in cocaine overdose for one last time my heart pumped so loud that i swear you could hear me saying it without the need for saying it and you smiled you're the love of my life the reason i should strife cocaine pain opened vein opened wound straight jacket and restrains pin point pupil rusty heart rusty chains kept me from pursuing my dream rejecting what's meant to be real what looks to be right i let go i let you go without a fight for i'm addicted to be me the dark side of who i am i'm addicted to be free
