I never felt the need to pick up the gavel  I refrain from judging, who am I to judge ? My problems are tall like Mount Mutumbo  I'll never cosplay as a perfect man I'm imperfect man  And that's what I have to remind myself now  I have someone who I love that's In the wrong  Love isn't like a sunny day sometimes it  gets cloudy  Logic told me never put no man or women on a pedestal but my heart see's the best version of themselves no matter what damage they cause It's a battle loving someone while trying to hold them accountable for their actions  A tug of war with my heart and mind  Do I help them or cut all ties ?  Do I have offer my hand and help Would that be a waste of energy  My peace has been disturbed  And I don't like it all  I have a restraining order against drama  I never fan the flame I stomp it out  A stampede worth of thoughts have ran through my mind  I'm confused , I'm overwhelmed, I don't want to get involved  But I can't turn a blind eye and be a bystander  Even though I'd prefer to be just an observer ....

Never stop being a dreamer  Never rely on others to see your vision  The first step is to plant the seed  Now you must water it and watch it grow 

Information is so accessible yet people choose to remain ignorant  No research is done they'd rather besmirch the good name of truth  The truth isn't flexible don't make it bend to fit  your own  narrative  I often see both sides of the coins  But sometimes both sides are wrong  I don't bat 1000 but if I'm wrong I'll admit it  I'm not confrontational That's why I keep quiet  When views differ people get combative  I'd rather avoid that so I just sit back and observe  I don't lean left or right I'm a mixed bag  I'm someone who prefers compromise over conflict  I don't look down on anyone ,I look them straight in the eye as an equal  My ego isn't fragile I keep myself grounded  Not too high,  not too low I keep my  balance  Being surrounded by clashing personalities is a challenge  Some see me as standoffish but I'm just sensitive to those who disturb my spirits  I don't want  that negativity getting attached to me it's draining  I'll never be the loudest one in the room  I don't target the weak to assert my dominance  I'm fine if you don't notice me  I'm ok just being the observer ......