In my dreams I crush all the competition
When I awaken I defeat myself before I cross the finish line , my mind is a beast
My hopes and my dreams are treated like a feast
I wonder how many times I've snatched my own opportunities away
Self sabotage is a variant of fear
And the cause for the majority of my tears
It's always hard to accept the blame
When the blame belongs to you
You may want to deflect it to others
But you will know that wouldn't be fair to the truth