My back is against the wall
Like I'm doing wall sits
I knew I needed to exercise
But this isn't what I had in mind
Flashbacks of your betrayal
Are engraved into my mind
You put the knife in my back
You come back to haunt me in my dreams
To twist the knife again
Just to make sure the hole is still there
I'm not sure it will ever heal
I'm not sure if I will ever fill the vacancy
You left in my life
I torture myself by reminiscing
about good times
Back when we'd be together
Chilling in the car you would turn to me
And you'd say .... Let's Ride
Who needs a destination
When you are spending time with someone special
Every moment was sitcom worthy
Yet we never filmed our outings
In my opinion it made it more authentic
Increased the value but it was still priceless
If it were up to me I'd experience these memories on loop forever
Forever didn't exist for us and I wish
That it did , it's a shame we're estranged
Let's Ride used to refer to a pleasant car ride
Now it's turned into a car crash