MOMENT OF CLARITY

sometime the answer is in a cup of tea

and sometime you'll find the answer in a glass of wine

but it's always in a moment of clarity

and it's fine

you were never mine

but here's the truth

i've never knew how cruel my loneliness was until i met you

truly honestly i loved you

but i held it down my chest

until it mellowed

i adored you

and i couldn't let go

until this moment

until tomorrow

but i found the answer

you were never mine

it wasn't even right for me to think of you

all the distance between us could never has been taken away

aint no way

aint no way to forget you

ruins

ruins of love in my heart

ruins every love i might had i might going to have

one day in my life I'll realize

it wasn't real love

you enslaved me by your eyes

one day I'll realize

how fake those eyes were

and my love to you was just a lie

but i admit it

I'm still living this lie