MONK'S MOLD

If walls has souls

Why do they get so cold

Why I have fallen for a girl

with a heart of marble stone

Looking from different angles

To see all sides of the story

I've foreseen my fall

Maktoob

I've walked the path

The path of devotion

Knowingly

That I would fail

I would fail you

I would fail us

Me against time

In an endless race

A hopeless case

I see your face

In every face that I meet

And I hated this

I've known the world

For what it really is

We build our victories

On our crushed dreams

On a ghostly realm

Of the ones who came before

And they've done

The same

A cathedral of bones

An altar of skulls

Void vows

And this emptiness

Nothingness

Idol of Christ

Gazing at me

Michael and Gabriel

Watching every step

To the confession room

In my pilgrimage's cloak

Watching the clock

Tick tack tock

Waiting for a priest

To listen

I speak

Openly

Of my fears

Of my stillborn tears

All these years

Forsaken

In a monk's mold

Waiting

Waiting to be free

Of guilt

That I've lost

I fought

Till the last unspoken word

You refused to hear

To the final goodbye

To the fatal goodbye

And as we part ways

I've foreseen this

Moment of clarity

A vow of chastity

To myself

That I've broken

So many times

Every time I see your face

In every face

Frowning at me

A change of pace

I stand my ground

To lose this frown and go on in my life

I've taken care of the devil in me

Now

I feel free