I speak my mind You sound so pushy I sit back and listen You don’t contribute I talk about my disease Are you looking for pity? I keep my disease to myself You should be spreading awareness I share my love of music Not everyone wants your opinion I finally understand Those voices inside me have gone I am finally free To just be ME

Take a deep breath Oh wait you can’t Use your inhaler No not even then I know what you want It is what you fight for You say it is the last piece of you Moyamoya took it all This is true The last piece of you is killing you too It’s time to let it go It isn’t you It’s just a cigarette Saving your brain won’t matter If you can’t Breathe

I wonder why I can only cry when I am in pain I wonder why I can only write when I am in pain I wonder why I can only escape in music when I am in pain I wonder why I can only feel alive when I am in pain I wonder why I can only be a part of the world when I am in pain I wonder why I was chosen to be.

As I gaze across the water I don’t see a thing All I can think of is Not her How. can this be. I am supposed to be her King My job is to protect her from harm I can’t even do this I gaze across the water I don’t see a thing All I can think of is this was meant to be I am her King. I am her protector I was sent here to be where I am in this spot In her time of need.